Thursday, September 24, 2009

one more insight

fulfillment is not food -but when you are hurting and looking to fill the emptiness - food is often the obsession - way to fill the void - but it does not fill the void and leaves you feeling ashamed and depressed - overeating is an addiction as much as alcoholism!

kickoff

not quite sure the focus or purpose of this sucker yet - for now - its purpose is to help me figure it out - fulfillment - that is what I am trying to figure out right now- what does it come from & how do I find it again - my inkling is that it comes from love and companionship - the u complete me phenomenon. my dear passed away almost two years ago now & it leaves me empty - i know that it also is linked to hope - hmmm - hope & fulfillment!! hope keeps you going to pursue fulfillment - fulfillment comes from love - but when you are sad and lost - how can you find love or fulfillment? hmmm, this is taking a depressing turn - corny, sad start -try again tomorrow...